Thursday, 14 May 2015

The Old Woman on the Bridge

Apart from the daily weary office travelers, the shouting hawkers, newspaper vendors, street dogs stretching themselves waking up from there sleep I see everyday in the morning...I see an old woman on the railway crossover bridge.

A small bundle of depleted organs and unwashed clothes sitting in the corner of the landing of the bridge. She doesn't have fingers or toes on her legs....her hands and feet are just small blobs of flesh remaining after the attack of leprosy. Her face and hair is often covered with dirt not having the luxury of having a hot water bath everyday. Her soiled saree always touching the murky ground as her old back fails to support her weight as she leans down to beg for alms to every person who passes her.

She has a few possessions which have remained with her. An old bag with some of her only things, a small steel milk pail which she uses to gather alms, a steel cup inside the pail which clangs every time she picks up the pail, a couple of green bangles on her thin arms.

But one of the permanent possessions is the smile on her face. Her smile shows her brown stained teeth decaying but she never fails to show them on a single day. She might lose the steel pail, the green bangles or the mousy bag but never the smile. An old woman who grins and looks up at everyone when she hears a coin fall in her milk pail, not caring if she would lose her possessions, not caring if she would live the next day, not caring if one day she would disappear....she symbolizes the phrase - Live every day as if it's your last...

We employees, laborers, workers worry about the rain water in the window seat, the food that's served with unwashed hands, an old almost torn note of currency, a local train that arrives late and upsets our schedule,home that has to be developed, rain that washes away a dozen of homes, torturous summer that evaporates all the water, a love affair that might not last, a stupid cricket match not worth wasting a good night's sleep.....all the things that might perish....extinct one day. What we fail to understand is the fact that everyone has to leave one day....leave everything back and go away never to come back!

As I make a pit stop and drop a coin in the milk pail and Mr.Somebody who fills up her small steel cup with hot tea everyday arrives with a glass in hand....I wonder....

Why can't everyone be like the Old Woman on the Bridge?

The Bubble


Haven’t felt the need to write something for quite some time now. Life is passing just as it was passing and people around are still the same like they were before; well not entirely the same. A hell lot of changes to talk about. But then a conversation on that happens in my mind palace quite often. So no point discussing it here!

It’s like being in a bubble in a large room filled with people. There are plenty of things going around. You can hear everything, loud noises, soft voices, cries of joy, wailing people, complaints, troubles bothering a few minds, silent smiles, bursting egos; all of it. But you aren’t a part of it. Or rather you have no intention at all to be a part of it. You sit at a place away from everyone else. You see all of them but people see right through you. They move away without giving a second thought or a hint of recognition. Without even a courteous thanks for making their life a little lighter, a little bearable. You try to wave at them but they don’t see you. You give them a smile but they don’t acknowledge. You try to bang at the bubbles walls to get their attention, but you just get bounced back.

The room starts emptying itself. They walk out. Just like everyone else before. And they never come back because the door opens only one way.

The room is empty. Not even a stir in the still air. Sunlight streams steadily through the window. I look outside through the room. Everything is a blur; everything is too fast. The bubble clings around closer. You try to stretch yourself out from it to look at the blur from close. The more you stretch the more it shrinks. You fold up around yourself.

A tiny world in your own bubble.